Author Christy Angelette

life looks like an alternate reality, being forced to disconnect physically, wearing masks, trying to sustain connections virtually. The invisible enemy here is fear, we may not be able to see it, but we feel the effects of it. A war waged on our critical thinking, perceptions, and willingness to be obedient to the rulers of a diplomatic society. I’m sheltered in but I cannot let fear win. We’ve been living a false sense of security. The belief in freedoms that do not really exist. True freedom is found in the heart to love and the mind to evolve. So in my time of mourning “the new normals” I’ve been learning to explore the freedoms within myself while pushing the boundaries the world has placed before me. lately, I have found the biggest battle is proving to myself I am worthy. living from a place of visible brokenness will not be the definition of me. The lack of compassion from others will not be the burden weighing upon my shoulders. Carrying insecurities, traumas and slow progress of healing have been enough. These are things I shed like the skin of a reptilian. Forty-three years I’ve graced this earth and the hardest thing was to go on and not give up. Working with Mentally ill clients in my community, I see the devastation of those who didn’t get the love, support, and help they needed. My hope is one day there will be a path of true and evident healing that goes beyond the medications pharmaceutical companies and the medical community keep inventing and pushing. Covid19 is not the only thing killing massively, The war waged on the mind has been crippling and causing dysfunction in our society since the beginning of time. What becomes of the people trapped within the wall of their minds?