Tag: healing
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Merry Mental Christmas
I’ve buried people in my mind and I grieve them over the holidays. During these times all the pain I’ve experienced revisits like a Christmas Carol to tell the story of an unfortunate life. Oftentimes I feel like the Grinch with very little holiday cheer or desire for family gatherings outside of my children. Mental and spiritual…
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SingleAgain series

Lust and Lies So, we are here yet again, starting the year off single, forty-six to be exact.In my younger years, this would have deeply saddened me,Yet I feel liberated to healFree from triggering individuals and one-sided romances.During 2023 I allowed myself to be swept up in a Facetime/phoneline relationship that was on and off…
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Soul Mate

We last left off with two in hot pursuit, true to the story of my life, one has already fizzled out, although he was the best candidate. As a single woman, I pray that all things that are not put together by God fall apart. The other is still lingering to be determined. The most…
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Single after 40
Single again series Eve was created for Adam. The other creatures who roamed the garden were not suitable to be his life mate. Now the Lord God said, “It is not good (beneficial) for the man to be alone; I will make him a helper [one who balances him—a counterpart who is] suitable and complementary…
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Single again series 🍎Adam & Eve

The Lord God said, “It is not good (beneficial) for the man to be alone; I will make him a helper [one who balances him—a counterpart who is] suitable and complementary for him.” Genesis 2:18 Eve was created for Adam, the other creatures who roamed the garden were not a suitable life-mate, to this…
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Relapse and Setbacks💚
My diagnosis didn’t become real to me, until my late thirties. finally I’d awoken in the middle of my maddnes to see, the monster that held all the rage and pain reveal herself. I can identify the mood swings, I know what my triggers are. There’s a mantra to say in response to toxic thoughts,…
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I am CHOSEN not forsaken
Due to trauma, I can barely speak without stuttering, yet I believe my voice will be heard and understood by many. My writing is just the beginning. I have no idea what beautiful relational love can be, but I know God has chosen someone who does for me. I have no clue what true friendship…
