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Our minds are not confined.
My birthday was March 17th the day the world was overshadowed by the coronavirus. I admit I’ve been in a bit of a shock, like a turtle retreats into the shell, I too retreated within myself. Fear was not the force, it was the need to learn, understand and make sense of what was happening.…
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Changing the Energy…the Spiritual Journey
I’ve been feeling the pull of peoples negative energy, so to counter and accompany my prayer life, I practice balancing my chakras as well. Chakra healing is the enlightenment, alignment and cleansing of the souls energy. In doing so I could feel the energy vibrating through out my body, from the root chakra (base of…
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The story behind the name
My mother had cancer as a teenager and was told early on in her pregnancy that her eggs may have been damaged due to radiation. She had the option of aborting me. Instead she prayed and asked God to allow me to be born healthy, making a vow that she would raise me to know,…
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SAVING HER
On my vision board is a photo of a little girl, innocent and happy. She hasn’t been molested or shattered by abuse. I often gaze at her and think, how can I save her. Medication was not the answer, it only gave me the unwanted gift of a hand tremor making it difficult to do…
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In my waiting of wanting more…God speaks
Lately on my current job, I’ve been more bored than anything else. Struggling to be apart of a team and a mission that seems to not need and value me. Many mornings I dread the monotonous motions of getting out of bed to clock in. The income is needed and appreciated, but the work is…
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Powering back up
Some of us feel and experience things deeply, we’re in tune to ourselves, the feelings and energies of others. People like to refer to us as dramatic, emotional or extra. Truth of the matter is we are Empaths. Defined as people with a keen ability to sense what others are thinking or feeling. I pick…
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The epiphany of my mental health journey.
In the beginning they didn’t know what was wrong with me, never dug deep enough into my life or mind to get to the root of the problems I was experiencing. They began treating the diagnosis through trial and error instead. I went through years of pills, alcohol and drugs that only numbed my mind…
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The Journey of My Mental health
On my last doctors visit for my mental health check up, I mentioned my difficulties with sleeping, anxiety and racing thoughts. I reported seeing myself healing, recovering yet still struggling. I suggested Klonopin a mild anti anxiety medication. He quickly denounced the idea and suggested an antidepressant I’ve taken before called Remeron. I was hesitant…
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Single again…The Journey
I meet men all the time, but usually Im very skeptical and hesitant to give anyone a chance. There are wolves out there on the prowl and I’m a sheep amongst them. The other day I was feeling my inner queen shinning and heads turning. Only one was brave enough to approach the throne. A…
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The Awakening
Captivated I sat staring into the washing machine as the clothes spin. The timer reads 25 minutes to clean, this process of spinning and cleansing reminds me of my mind and life going through cycles. The clothes were exposed to dirt, yet still serve a purpose to cover, be seen and worn by me. My…
