Author Christy Angelette

We last left off with two in hot pursuit, true to the story of my life, one has already fizzled out, although he was the best candidate. As a single woman, I pray that all things that are not put together by God fall apart. The other is still lingering to be determined. The most important part of this journey is my intimacy with God, growing and healing from past relational traumas. I paused from writing this only days ago, to return to it with no prospects. Along this journey of healing, it appears no stragglers are allowed. The position to be fulfilled is that of a companion, to explore, share and build this life with, more importantly to save lives with. We are now in the season of a mass awakening, the veil has been lifted and those of us who are spiritually aware can see all the wickedness and deception happening. It is no time to be distracted by Mr. Wrong, there is only room for Mr. Right.

The Knowledge I have gathered from my most recent encounters is the frustration that lies in dealing with individuals who are not equally yoked with me concerning spiritual and political beliefs. The men these days appear more like Zombies, all having in common the same dull lackluster responses, no depth, a hollow of a person who is programmed to eat, sleep, work, and pursue sex. The men of this day and age do and require the bare minimum, seeking a submissive woman to follow their lead of doing nothing and simply existing to please them. God is not a part of their conversation unless he is used as manipulation. In attempts to have communications via text and in person, I am but a fountain of information and conversation, and all I get in response from most individuals are “Oh okay.” Leaving me feeling like they are all a part of this matrix. They say little and think even less, moved by beauty but they make no use of their brain when it comes to operating beyond the confinements of mating.

So the journey continues as I wait for my soul mate, the one who is assigned to accompany me on this mission. He will awaken the part of me that intertwines with his energy. Together we will make an impact on the inhabitants of this world. You see I am not your average girl, I have been here before.

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