Nailed to my cross

#mentalhealth #healing #despair #depression #pain #poetry #life

What more can be lost, when there’s nothing left to take? How many tears can be shed, by eyes that are blood shot red? Emotional suffering causes physical pain, leaving an ache in our hearts. What do we do when we are already on the ground and life keeps kicking us while we’re down? As we lay there, know that we are not alone, there are many like us bleeding internally and still holding on. Asking why want ease the pain, we may never fully understand, or comprehend with reasoning. Finding the will to live does not make us strong. Getting back up, Flipping life and regaining the control, taking back what has been stole. Recovering from the trauma, learning from the losses, healing what’s been broken is what’s most important. No matter how hard the struggle, to know that If we don’t give up, one day we win. These are the thoughts of a spirit that is uprising. I pray on this and say amen.

I recently faced a brutal spiritual attack, I bled through my tears, checked my faith and bounced right back. Counted my blessing and wrote them all down. Looked into the mirror and admired the face smiling back. My eyes began to glow, I knew it was the light of my soul. So bright and so strong, I am the vessel that it has chose. I will walk in victory, Choosing not to dwell in despair. Looking back over my life, I can clearly see how I was paralyzed by pain. In the renewing of my mind and divine deliverance, I have been empowered to walk through it, to be a help to somone else. The hardships of my life, have only stretched and strengthen my faith. My hope is that my growth will inspire another in some way.

#spirituality #awakening #soul #growth #faith